Thread:Yelmut Eats A Lemon/@comment-40022303-20190925214321

yes, i am leaving.

it's not anyone's fault. i'm not angry. i don't dislike the new monsters. today simply made me realize that i was clinging to parts of the game that nobody else cared about even before the psychic reveal, and while you're all moving forward, i can't hang on anymore. the monsters i love are old news, and it's no use yearning for an unrecoverable past.

my heart still belongs to attmoz and gheegur, among others. i'm still so deeply in love with them. the problem is that i'm the only one. what difference will my departure make if nobody else feels the way i do? i've strained myself trying to engage with people about matters that clearly don't matter, and by now it's long past time for me to give up and face the facts.

i guess in the last few days i was hoping for an impossible miracle, that i would somehow win the impression contest and use my newfound platform to remind everyone of the days when people cared about the wublins and celestials, the days i wish more than anything i could have seen and taken part in. of course, i'm too old to win prizes anymore, and i wouldn't have earned it anyway, but desperation and baseless hope can distort reality more than you expect.

seeing everyone move on yet again, already having moved on years before i even arrived, was more than i could handle. i have no idea where to go from here. the my singing monsters community was really all i had.

my account is being deactivated. soon i won't be able to use it anymore.

''You keep on turning pages For people who don't care People who don't care about you And still, it takes you ages To see that no one's there See that no one's there See that no one's there Everyone's gone on without you''

 