Thread:Yelmut Eats A Lemon/@comment-40022303-20190925214321/@comment-40022303-20190926013517

wait! i didn't mean for everyone to move on without me so quickly that nobody would see this message!

i deleted everything, everywhere. before, all i had was msm, and now i don't have anything left. i'm not even sure who i am anymore. i don't regret what i've done, but it hurts me to know that only one person left me any messages at all. this entire situation hurts me so much. i've never had anything to live for aside from whatever juvenile fictional obsession i have at any given time, and having one be cut short like this is devastating. i don't have any real world friends. i don't have any interests or aspirations or even indulgent fantasies outside of the internet and fiction.

where was i going? what am i even ask for? what could i even ask for? something that would make people care about my favorite monsters again? no, all that's been over with for years. i can't keep living in the past and i can't bear to face the future. nothing can fix this.